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my father and i never got along from the moment i was born. he never treated my mother brother or i how a family should and i was the only one to stand up for us. and it wasn’t until i turned 18 that i realized how much trauma it caused me. now i’m 21 and can’t let anyone love me because i don’t think i deserve it.
i can’t relate in regards to parents but a best friend ive had since i was 5 likes the same boy as me and we both agreed it wouldn’t do anything to our friendship but she has been getting angry with me and it doesn’t feel like it used to and i want her to be happy regardless what that means. ik isn’t exactly the premise of the song but there so many words that touched me emotionally in regards to her and the boy we both like. it’s hard knowing u might be losing 2 of the people u love the most. “guess i meant less than i thought”
My dad left when I was 8, I’m 17 now. He did things I can’t even think let alone say out loud. There was contact for a while. But it all died down. Haven’t talked to him in two years, no contact, no interest, police cases, pending divorce. It’s not as bad as it seems because my sister, my mom and I, we’ve grown and we’ve become independent and we’re better off. But there are scars and memories he left us with, that will never be healed. Losing a family member changes the functioning of the family that stayed. Sometimes it feels like the three of us are all trying to save each other, while all of us are drowning. But I understand why he left, how he’s delusional, how his childhood trauma led him to become the e man he is today. It’s inexcusable but it’s also understandable. I understand. I’ve made peace with it. Anyone else who’s in a similar situation, take your time to heal. You’ll will find people who love you more, value you, care for you in the ways he never could.
So so proud of you, song is so good. I literally cried.
I’m so proud of you Kenzie your songs amazing!!🩷🤍🌟🦦
Hurts so bad. I can never understand why i was never enough for him to stay. I didn’t ask to be born yet I have to heal a heart that he broke.
my dad was never really there emotionally or really physically either. he was the sweetest dad i could ever ask for. my parents got divorced & i only saw him occasionally. there was a point in time where i didnt see him for 3-4 years, just like that, he randomly came back and was a completely different person. he would continuously verbally abuse me. he isnt a good dad at all, he isnt even my biological dad and no one told me my brother did . my mum never liked me either i wish i had loving parents like everyone else, it makes me so jealous.
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my dad turned into an abusive alcoholic, even tho i was a daddy’s girl when i was much younger. it hurts watching someone you looked up to become the reason you can’t focus on anything else that’s important to you. i just turned 20 and i love college but i also sri l much more than a normal 29 year old, and that scares me because i don’t wanna become like my father (the anatomy part of ur). this song is good for the soul because ben thought i do inherit my fathers anatomy with alcoholism, that does not become my identity and i do in fact have control over it. i love you all and want you to know that you can grow and become beautiful people without your dads when necessary <3
My mom walked out on us. I’m the youngest of 5 kids and was the only minor when she left. Every time I see her of holidays I feel like I’ve been thrown back in time and is always looked at like I’m a kid still, I think it’s just myself trying to fix the timeline if she was still around. I don’t talk to her much even though she lives 30mins away from me. I tell my sister I don’t care just like your lyric, but a part of me does or at least wants her to apologize/acknowledge that she hurt me by leaving and never reaching out. Thank you for this song kenzie
I'm sooooo happy this song is finally out!! I'm obsessed! From one fatherless girl to another thank you for writing this 🩷
my dad cheated on my mom when I was a baby. he left with her to go live smwhere thats 1hr away from us and thry had a child. we were close but 2 years ago where his gf started mentally abusing me and he wouldn’t see my side so i got distant, we would talk once a week but for the past couple of months we rarely talk and now it’s been a month and he hasn’t reached out and i wont because im always the one reaching out and making plans to see him and it’s exhausting. Since june 23 he hasn’t talked to me he called me july 13th to tell me my grandfather passed away 2 days later i reached out bc I didn’t know how to grieve his lost and all my father told me was “he’s not coming back” we haven’t talked since then it’s painful to just sit tgere and do nothing but clearly not for him. a month ago i asked him to come visit me at work he said it was too far but went to a store to buy “🚬” that’s equally as far from his house as my work place. I was extremely hurt by that. I hate he’s appart of me
my dad was in and out of rehabs all my life. i wouldnt see him for months on end sometimes years. it makes me sad my dad is sober now but he’s a stranger and really knows nothing abt me.
My father passed away, I became a drug addict, I am sober now but my family doesn’t care for me. Sometimes I am really depressed because I wish I could just be with my dad because I know he would be proud of me and spend time with me.
I'm 25 and my mother is a narcissist, she's always been present in my life but we are the total opposites. Not alike in any sense. No relationship. Never did she ever want to empathize or understand anything in life, no connection, no growth. I'm ashamed to be half of her, part of her, related to her. We're so far apart from each other in every aspect except physically. We talk every day but we are strangers. I long for that connection. She may be my mother, I may be ashamed of it. She doesn't know me, she never did, never will. She isn't a safe space and this melody brings the emotion out no matter how different our stories may be. Well done Kenzie & thank you.
My dad left when I was eight. We used to be in & out of contact but I haven’t talked to him or seen him since 2020. I can’t see him and choose not to because of something horrible he did to my sister. This song was the closure I needed.
i’ve never met my dad, he left when i was 2. this song truly resonates & i always think “i meant less than i thought” to him. i always question why he doesn’t miss me or why he’s incapable of loving me the way that i deserved. i see how other fathers love their daughters & i know that it’s not my fault, it’s his, but i just feel like i didn’t mean anything to him. i question why he couldn’t look at me when i was born & just instantly fall in love and want to take care of me. i guess i meant less than i thought.
this song was so special to listen to because my dad recently just left so i related to everything that was said
this hit home. Kenzie literally put the feelings of my relationship with my dad out in song. in such a creative and beautiful way too. thank you for bringing this to light in ways I couldn’t. -alisha almond.
This is an beautiful song with an important message I love how you’ve manage to put your troubles and make it something truely beautiful, for so many young people and even adults to listen to and heal from! You’re amazing kenz and keep up the brilliant work! <3
i don’t know what i’m doing with my life
You did nothing wrong!!! Your dads issues are with himself and his selfish ways! You were only a child!!! His job was to love you and nurture you and BE THERE FOR YOU!!!!!
remember: choosing to stay away from both/one of your parents IS OKAY. being in your life is a privilege and you deserve people that demonstrate they love you!
Hi Kenzie! Thank you for sharing this song. I was adopted at birth and although I was told a man was my birth father my whole life, it turns out he was not. I found out four months ago who my real father is and despite not wanting to meet him, I feel a relation to this song. To think my birth mother lied about who my dad was is extremely hard for me. Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your story.
beautiful souls recognize beautiful souls, im so grateful i found my soulmate, the one my hearts been looking for.
what the sigma
my dads here but he’s not. he’s been an alcoholic since i was born and is an angry drunk. he’d yell and hit things, never me, which i was always told to be greatful for. but he caused me so much trauma with the things he’s said about me and to my face. calling me a rotten child, dismissing me when i talk because my story was boring, saying i’m a chain eater and can’t stop, saying i hate my family when i go to my room. and that was all when he was sober. when he was drunk, different story. this song makes me feel heard. even though he never left i always wished he did. now he’s better and everyone wants me to forgive him but i can’t. he made me depressed and suicidal and made me stop eating. i don’t see how i can forgive him for that. thank you for making this song. and thank you for making his anonymous submission page.
this song hits properly when i think of my dad. he acts like he loves me the one day and then one day he goes and ignores me and he loves my younger siblings. he never calls me or text and always ignores my texts and calls. he never abused my mom when they were dating but sometimes he always abuses my step mom once in a while and i don’t like it. but i also hate my step mom so it’s a little bit hard.
my dad verbally and emotionally abused my mom until they divorced. Then he did it to me for years. I finally had enough and when I was deemed “old enough” by the court to make my own decisions I stopped seeing him. Haven’t seen him since and for years I have never received an apology. You’d think losing your child would create some sense of remorse or guilt.
Haven’t seen my dad in almost 8 years, I miss him but he hasn’t made any change for me to allow him back into my life. This song means so much to me.
Your song made me feel understood.💗
the line about the nose hit home
I'll keep it very simple. My dad was never around. I only saw him for the first time when I turned 16. He doesn't care to see me or get to know me. He never paid for my education or personal needs. He's just a coward. Although I grew to hate him I still wish he would take me out to catch up and talk to me and listen or just give me advice. I have a sister that he doesn't want me to get to know which genuinely sucks. In the song you pointed out how you have his nose, I have my dads nose as well and I grew to hate how it looks because of how much I hate him. Everyone points it out and I'm fed up of having such a prominent part of his features on my face. My mom has been my backbone through everything tho I'm very grateful for her. Thank you for this song
My dad left me and my mom for drugs even tho I was happy they would fight all the time and I didn’t know why he didn’t talk to me for a good. 3 years and when I was six he would call me once a week then he left again and came back in my life when I was 12 I found out that his girlfriend was pregnant with my little sister he does do a good job with my sister but still I kinda feel jealous because he did not do that for me and for my mom when I was 3 she got pregnant with my little brother he was born September 9th he sadly past away at September 13th my mom has been depressed ever since but tries to keep up now I go back and forth from The Netherlands to Portugal to see my little sister and my dad but the relationship is getting better and my mom is better I just hope that he will learn from his mistakes is that too much to ask
my mom and i’s relationship was never healthy and i finally cut all ties with her this past fall. this song means the world to me and more. i’ve never had the ability to relate to a song the way i am with anatomy now and i’m so grateful for this. so proud of you kenz.
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i love this song! it’s very healing and helps me to accept reality better. i recently dropped all contact with a stepparent who i had been very close to for most of my life, due to choices they made that completely blindsided me. this song helps me realize that it’s okay to not have people in your life anymore, even if their impact on the person you are feels huge.
When I first heard the song I related to it so bad bec I basically have the same story but, the fact that you said in your song that your dad often calls you made feel a happy that there are other fathers in the world that still even contact with their own children. Since the age of 2 I’ve never seen my dad to the point that I don’t even know how he looks like and honestly I don’t want to know. Kenzie you really made me feel like you were my inner voice singing this song and just bringing everything that’s buried deep down in my heart out to the surface with your really beautiful heart touching song I felt like I was listening to my own life story listening to your song. I’m really grateful that you were strong enough to make this song and give it out to the world and I’m really proud of you. Keep it up Kenz your super talented and I hope you can see it ❤️
Haven’t cried to a song in so long but Kenzie has had my heart since dance moms season one and this song had me balling my eyes out I literally love this song and i have a great relationship with my father so idk what it was that touched my heart, really proud of Kenzie since day one love you so so so much and always remember to chase your dreams and never give up🤍🤍🤍🤍
I can relate to this. My fam doesn’t want anything to do with me but she acts like does. And my dad almost died in a car crash which made me paranoid of EVERYTHING. Ilysm and I love your song sooo sooo much!.
on my birthday/my friend’s wedding (yes, they both happen to be on the same day), my father called me while we were getting ready for the ceremony to tell me that he wasn’t coming to my master’s graduation and that he never did book his airfare or lodging for my graduation. he insisted it wasn’t really a big deal because he “already saw me walk across a stage once.” i was heartbroken. it really would have meant a lot to me to see him in the audience after i worked so hard. i put on a smile for my friend’s wedding and tried to enjoy it the best I could, but I ended up leaving the after party early because i couldn’t hold back my emotions any more. i sobbed the entire drive home. i just wished he carried. kenz, you’re very brave for putting this song out and laying out the feelings i’ve carried with me for so many years.
i have no clue whatsoever who my dad is, he got my mom pregnant at 19 then just disappeared. ive spent my whole life looking for father figures in other people. his absence in my life makes me feel utterly unloveable. like no one could ever stay.
I’m crying to the song and I have both loving parents in my life but a close friend doesn’t have a father figure and I feel for her and it’s also my period so😭
my dad lives abroad. i’ve met him a couple times, miss him a lot. but he’s not a nice person. i wish he was. but he doesn’t want anything to do with me. he had a heart attack recently and it’s made me sad that if/when he dies, i’ll never have known him. not that i want to know someone so selfish. i don’t want him in my life. but i wish he’d have changed & been a good father. bc it’d have been nice to have got to know him. but that won’t ever happen & i just have to accept that now🤍
dont go.
this song hit me in the mom issues kinda way. luckily my dad is supportive, and since my mother has been on meds shes been better, but its so tough to heal my inner child from the scars shes left. i feel so guilty thinking of her in a bad way because of how far shes come, but it still hurts to remember my childhood. im in therapy for the abusive trauma now, and i do feel like im slowly progressing, but man does this song still hit. for me, its not exactly that she doesnt miss me, but its how she doesnt even ACKNOWLEDGE the damage shes done to my siblings and i. its like, im trying to heal from it, why arent you? why dont you care as much as i do about how you treated me? do you think ive just brushed it off? anyway, kenzie, i love your music. its so beautiful every time. never stop.
I am the middle child in a family of 5, all my life I feel as though I am just there not actually part of them. Most of the time I feel unseen. The thing is, I know they love me but often it feels like they don’t. I struggle mentally and have never been tested for things like adhd or ocd but my family brushes it off as me being sensitive or dramatic. When my sister graduated highschool my family made a big deal about it because she was class of 2020 when the world shut down, I graduated in June and it honestly felt like my family didn’t care as much. When my brother graduates I know my family will make a huge deal about it because he’s the baby. Frequently I find myself only hanging with my friends and those are the people who make me feel seen in the world, but sometimes when I get back I feel guilty for being with my friends all day and not with my family but they are the people who actually listen to me. I want to move out of my small town and find where I can actually be seen.
My mom and dad got a divorce when I was 3. I would have to go with him every other weekend due to court related rules. When I would go with him, I would be around drugs, alcohol, and criminals. My step mom, at the time, would yell at me for everything even if I did nothing wrong. I know you’re not supposed to hate people, but she’s my exception. I’ve never had a stable male figure in my life. Because my dad left, my grandad was my father figure, my best friend. In 2015, he passed away from colon cancer and after, my mental health went spiraling. I had to go to counseling, and later developed high functioning anxiety, that I am now medicated for. Since I haven’t had a stable male figure in my life, it causes a lot of problems in my relationship with my boyfriend of 4 and a half years. Luckily, he’s understanding and patient with me. It’s not fair that I have trauma because of his mistakes.
I have never met my biological father nor do I ever care too. Growing up, I was always upset that my friends all had their dads and I didn’t. I even went as far as to make one up for myself in a family book project I had to do in the 4th grade. I had a “step father” for about 10 or so years of my life but he was literally nothing that a father should be and thinking of calling him “dad” made me sick. For a long time, I wanted to know my father, but at the same time, I had to recognize that he has never been there. He’s never tried to find me, or know me, so why should I do the same? When my mother admitted to me that my father raped her contributing to my existence, it only made it clearer that I didn’t need or want him in my life. Now, I happily have another step father who I’m so proud to have. So for anyone out there wondering about their absent parent, if you have grown up well with a family who loves and supports you, don’t go looking, you have all you need.
healing for the inner child
my brother has SAd me
my father is in my life yet we never had a normal fuckin conversation
I Never meet my dad and my mom was abusive with me but not with my brother😻 nah but fR I didnt have a fun childhood… I dont have a lot of memories from when I lived with my mom because ive moove to my grandparent’s but i can remember listening to dance moms trying yo escape my Life (i was in my room Weile my mom was drinking in the kitchen). Anyways i owe everything to my grandparents and dance moms
my mom walked out on me and my sister and my dad took us in. then when she came back a few years later he left. now i only know the new version of my mom and im trying to grasp onto what i have left of my dad.
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it's a beautiful song and made me ball my eyes out💗💗 thank you
this song really came and smacked me right in the face. big love to all my girlies with daddy issues
Hi love, just writing to show my gratitude for your song anatomy. The strength and courage it took, I can’t even imagine. I am 26 years old and this song exactly emulates my relationship with my father. I actually have a letter that I wrote to him when I was 7 years old. I’ve never sent it and to this day can’t look at it or read it because I’m too scared to read the pain that little me was going through. My mom still has the letter and I’ve always told myself I’d one day gather the strength to send it to him- your song really just gave me that push that I needed. I have yet to read and send it, but your words truly gave me the courage. Every time I listen to your song I sob like a little baby lol. It’s absolutely amazing. Keep going. Don’t let anything get in the way of your dreams. You’re incredible ❤️
Love it!
Thank you for making this song for all of us girls with daddy issues❤️
My dad never really had anything to do with me it was more the fact he did what he could to get back at my mum he even took my mum to court for custody rights I had to go and visit him for half of all my holidays and it was very scary for me as I never really knew my own dad it felt as if I was going to a complete stranger but I had to as it was a court order this went on for years and I would go to his on the holidays and sit in a room the whole time I hated it. when I didn’t have to go anymore we didn’t speak for ages we got back into contact after I found out my Aunty had died (his sister) who I loved as she was always kind to me the sad thing is he didn’t even want me at her funeral I found out through social media of her passing and I tried to get into contact with him but he wouldn’t answer so I called my grandma and she asked me to go I drove over 6 hours to be there and he wouldn’t look at me or talk to me his own daughter who was crying over the loss of her fav Aunty.
Mom was an addict and dad was what I’d call a “sneaker dad” perfectly healthy all my life but while mom was in active addiction I was sent to live with my aunt. She was older. My great-aunt. My baby sister was 3 and I was 10. We have different dads. Her dad came back for her and we were separated. She needed me and I couldn’t be there for her. Mommy was erased from her life as a toddler. We loved mommy. Mommy didn’t love herself. My dad never came for me. Perfectly healthy, able, just not willing. He kept me in the latest Jordan’s though. I didn’t need Jordan’s. I needed my dad. Mom got clean later. Relapsed. Clean again. Relapsed. Jail. Drama. I turned to oxy via an abusive ex. Ruined my life. Literally. Bounced back. I’m home with mom now. Together. Recovering. No relapses. Dad still… offers Jordan money! Thanks for the Jordan 1s dad. Rehab saved my life.
Hey im 𝐭𝐡𝐞 biggest dance moms fans in Germany, the show made me cry more than I ever cried in my life cause I felt such a bond. This song is very dear to me because I went through the same as Kenzie with her father. My father was only present in my first years after that disappeared. He is an half of me so why doesn’t he asks of me? My Mother is the strongest women out there raising 3 kids all by herself❤️ Goes out to all single mama‘s (Hero’s) out there.
This song reminds me off how my aunt isnt in my life since she has a mental illness.When we would go to family party's i had to act all happy even though i knew she had this mental illnesses .She only saw the half of me just like the lyrics in the song . I had to put a fake smile on because all of this would upset me.I now haven’t seen her in 3-5 years because she got help but she’s been out of the mental hospital and hasn’t reached out. It does hurt but thank you for creating a song that i can relate too. It’s a beautiful song kenzie.
people was always leaving me so I got used to this and I never shared my feeling with nobody, when I felt alone I had no one to talk with and I started
my sister SAd me and i wish i didn’t tell anyone
My parents got divorced when I was a baby. He cheated on my mom with my now step mom. I have grown up with him in my life but it has almost felt like he hasn’t been in it. I have always resented him for the burden he has put on my life. I have no emotional connection to him and it feels like a forced relationship. He has been the one to say “the phone goes both ways” to me now and as a child and has always tried to buy my happiness. As a child and even now, I have no desire to have more than a surface level relationship with him. I much rather keep my feelings to myself then be vulnerable with a narcissist that put blame for the lack of a relationship with his child. When I first heard the clip Kenzie posted on tiktok a few months ago, I knew this song would perfectly describe how I feel. Thank you for being vulnerable and allowing so many to find their voice within this song. 🫶🏼
this song made me think a lot about how my dad was the most neglectful person I’ve ever know
When my parents divorced my dad found a new girlfriend, married her and then put her and her kids over everything. Never defended us when this girlfriend was mistreating us. Now i barely hear from him but still can’t let him go because I’m scared even though he hasn’t been a good father to me and my siblings after the divorce (we were so small when they divorced) Sometimes i visit him and he feels like a stranger even tho he isn’t with that same lady anymore. He never calls or texts. And now seeing all the trust issues and mental health problems he caused me…. I’m so mad that this all is affecting my own relationship. And it’s so wrong that if my dad calls me once a year I’m so happy and trying to take everything out of it when i should be mad at him for ONLY CALLING ONCE A YEAR.Anyway love this song, it is a masterpiece and sadly very relatable to many people ❤️ but all the people out there who can relate, we deserve more and it is not our fault❤️
When I was growing up all I wanted to be in the music industry. I was in choirs, dance, and musical theatre however there was one person who never truly supported me to her fullest. My mom has always said that school didn’t matter but not to friend boy cuz I’ll be a hoe. She would tell me high school was the best years of my life while threatening me to home school me for going to clubs. I was even forgotten on school grounds for 2 hours. My brothers took priority in her eyes they never did wrong. She always came late/near the end of my performances and never cared about my mental health only getting good grades in my “Top” classes. My parents divorced when I was 9 and I thought my mom would care a little but she didn’t. I wasn’t even able to have a relationship with my dad or my step family till 2020. I love my mom to death but why did she treat me like nothing happened or tell me I wasn’t her daughter yet says she loves me. For 17yrs before she kicked Me out (I’m 19 now)
My parents divorced 10 years ago and since then my dad, my sister and I had a complicated relationship. When he remembers to call I always take a minute to prowess my anxiety, to think what I am going to say or if it is for the better not to answer at all. My sister and I never talk for our feelings to him, even though we are really really close. My dad now is married to the woman who cheated with my mum and they have together 3 children (4, 2 years old and a new born). I really want to be part of their life and from now on whenever he does an effort I let him in my life. I can see that he is changing but I am scared that I will go through everything again. Listening to kenzie's song made me realise that we have so much in common and I thank her for giving me comfort❤️❤️
dad left when i was 4. mom met my now step dad when i was 6. she was so young and deserved to be w someone who genuinely loved her. dad found out not much later that we had moved in with him and he stopped calling because “we didn’t need him anymore.” which was true, why would i need someone who wasn’t physically there? much less emotionally. he thought staying in contact would make my mom take him back. i hadn’t heard from him in years and his sister ended up getting into contact w my brother and i. we agreed to meet but i had made my mind up that if they asked us to talk to him i wouldn’t. they practically begged but i didn’t. why would i talk to a man who left when i was so young and rarely had any recollection of him? not to mention he was convinced i wasn’t his daughter because i had curly hair as a child. that made me hate it and i would straighten it a lot. he made me hate a lot about myself. why does he get to be happy w his new family but im still miserable?
My family doesn’t really care for me and my brother hates me I have no one to talk to all my friends are fake and I’m to scared to make new friends and people use me for things and I have been made fun of for how my dancing is
Im finally in love with myself.
i keep telling myself that i dont miss my dad but the thing is i do! he abused me my whole life physically and mentally and now he’s completely gone out of my life. why couldnt i have had a normal dad like pretty much everyone else?! how come the world thinks im too strong to have a normal family life. god sometimes i just wonder what would it be like if i did have a normal family. loving parents who love and appreciate one another, me and my little sister. i wouldve been so much better than what we have now! and when i listened to kenzies song it broke my heart bcs i now fully realise how hard it is for my younger sister to live with this reality. i hope one day ill fully recover and i think kenzie deserves a big thank you for this MASTERPIECE i swear to god no song has ever done this to me before! and im a music major lmaooo ❤️❤️❤️❤️
My parents divorced when I was really young. My dad was never the father I needed him to be, yet he was there for my brother all the time. I didn’t understand why I was so different. I just accepted it for what it was. And now, he’s trying to be in my life again. But I’ve built my walls up too high to let him in, but there is always a part of me that wonders if he will actually be the person I need him to be if I let him in
this is such an incredible song, and i relate to it so much having a similar (ish) story to yours. the line “but you still see me as a kid on your shoulders” brought tears to my eyes. it is so real for me, thank you for inspiring me with everything you do. you’re going places. xoxo - E
My father never taught me things like a normal dad did. I love him but sometimes I wished he would not tolerate me only when it's convenient for him. I spent so much time defending him when my mom suspected he was having an affair and when I found out it was true, it's like everything he said about love and family was a lie. He always put me down, yelled at me in front of people, but he still cared about me and sacrificed for me. So it's complicated but he is still in my life. It's just not the same anymore
I love it!
If every single word hits you hard and you can relate…🥹 just know you are loved and WE are so much more than our trust issues and soaking tissues🥺🥺❤️ btw…. This will be on REPEAT EVERY 5 SECONDS!
you don’t know how much this song means to me. i’ve been going through a weird phase with my dad where we haven’t talked since february. my parents divorced when i was 5 and for a couple of years my dad didn’t even acknowledge my existence and then only met up with me once every while just for a couple of hours or sometimes 2 days, but i never really had a relationship with him. he will never know what i like, what i dislike, how my personality is or just who i am overall. now he’s married and having another daughter and it just hurts to think he will be a great dad to someone else when he hasn’t been that to me. so this song couldn’t have come at a better time. thank you.
i wish sometimes i had my dad. but then the more i think about it the more infuriated it makes me. why couldn’t he js do what he needed to? it’s all his fault and i hate him sometimes but i wish we had a relationship and a bond. i wish i knew what having a dad around physically and emotionally is like. but other times i feel i’m better without him , i just don’t bother anymore.
my mother is obese and a hoarder. i love her but its hard to be around her when she is the way she is. im so insecure about maintaining my body shape & keeping things clean / organized. i dont want to be like her.
i love u so much kenny, i’m so proud of you wow, u make me so happy 🥺 i’m ur fan since 2018 and i love u with all my heart, u are my inspiration in so many ways bby, i’m so grateful for you 💋
my mom moved away when i was 14 so i still remember her very well. i message and reach out to her every couple of months and very rarely will she answer telling me she misses me and that she’ll visit or talk with me more yet it’s always the same. i hate that i miss her and i hate that she’s a part of me but at the same time i still want her in my life.
I’ve never met my dad because when my mom got pregnant he told her he was engaged to another woman with a 3 year old.
hey so im not doing to great rn. i keep pretending and trying to seem like im okay but im not, im really not. im so stressed out i have so many things i need to do and catch up on. i dont wanna be a disappointment or a failure. i dont like my home life. my mom is nice but she stresses me out a lot. my step dad hates me and (tw) he has hurt me before and im scared of him. i dont know my biological father we left when i was 2, he was an alcoholic. im scared for school to start again. im scared all ny friends will leave me or just not like me anymore. im scared that someone will find out i havent gotten any better. (tw) i dont wanna live anymore. i dont. i dont think anyone truly cares. i mean yeah everyone would be sad for a couple days, but after that theyll all just forget i ever existed. it wont affect them. i dont matter. im a burden. im stupid and annoying. i cant do anything right. i hate still being here i wanna leave. i wish i had someone there for me. i need someone. sorry.
I don‘t know if kenzie is gonig to read this but I just wanna say that I‘m so proud of her and her music ! Love you so much💕
i love this song so much. it’s so relatable and made me cry. i love you so much kenz 🩷
my dad died when i was seven. him being half of me and not being able to remember his voice is so unreal.
im obsessed with the song! its so beautiful
this song is barbie the movie coded
My dad has been there but there have been moments where I wonder if he even loved me everyone I see him he always has a drink in his hand and when I call he would be at a bar or casino but the reason I can relate to this song is that he’s never been there emotionally and I just feel like he doesn’t care and knows nothing about me he calls me by my sisters names and doesn’t know my age my birthday and sometimes I just wish he would just be there and care.
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Hello everyone Well my story all happened before I was even born. My mother told me that, she had struggled to get pregnant and that my dad would plead with her and made promises to her that upon my birth ,he would marry her and we would become one happy family. She started seeing a gynecologist and a couple of months later I was conceived. AFTER I was conceived my father's family started acting up and they kinda thought less of my mother ,thinking she was gonna be just a house wife. I was told that I was born prematurely and very sick I was known as a blue baby, the doctors didn't think. I would survive. So after my birth, my mother found out that my father had gonna another woman pregnant(this woman is now his current wife). I was left in the hospital with my mother as a new born. The sad part is that my father left me before my first birthday all because his family didn't think highly of my mother while they were the ones who were proposing marriage. But I'm glad my mom is happy.
honestly this song is so good and it makes me feel all the feels, my father left a lot and was in and out and he only left when he made mistakes and it hurt me a lot especially when he told me our relationship is the way it is because of me I wasn't sure how to take it but, I learned the he's able to move in and live his life by giving me his guilt so I should be able to live mine right? I miss him sometimes but remember how hurt I always am when he does come through so I just wanna say that this song is so good and I don't know anybody on here but love you all the most 🤍
This song is so 😍 Congrats Kenz <3
this song made me cry as soon as i heard it. the lyrics “but still you don’t know me at all” and “empty promise” really hit oh my goddd! my dad used to promise all these things when i was younger, to me and my siblings. he never did them, he never visited. he has a whole new family now and he doesn’t talk to us now . he lives in a different country so i have not heard from him in years. this song was exactly what i needed. 🫶🏽 healed my inner child
My boyfriend of 5 ,now fiance, has told me he's getting into Scientology. So some backstory, my boyfriend is very kind, sweet, social, loving,etc but he can be a little to social and has a hard time saying no to things. Recently he went on a trip California and came back with a book about Scientology. I didn't think much of it as he reads a lot of different genre. But I recently saw in his search history, he had been looking up stuff about the church of Scientology. It didn't freak me out at first as I chalked it up to him wanting to just look more into the concept you know. He brought up a conversation on the topic and told me he had got into contact with someone to get more info within the church. This made me HIGHLY uncomfortable as I personally have done minimumal research on the church but have seen seen a lot of negative comments about the Scientology methods of the church. I told him that I don't really want him to engage within the "religion" but hes admint on this.
My dad used to hurt me when I was a kid in every way one can imagine. He left when I was 12. I've only seen him a few times since then, but every time there's been empty promises of him getting better and wanting to be around more. I'm getting married this weekend and thinking about a father daughter dance has been incredibly painful. It's weird how the memories of him can be so terrible, but I still feel an empty space in my life without him. This song is helping me heal.